So again today I wasn't numbing and they had to redo the novocaine. I am still partly numb 5 hours later and in PAIN! I'm not usually in pain after a visit, even after the novo wears off but my whole upper jaw feels like someone tore out a nerve. I'm holding ice cubes in my mouth and the ibuprofen is starting to kick in, so hopefully I can work tonight.
Just kind of a off day. On the bright side, I joined a gym! I'm gonna work through the bad moods! I am determined to bring my blood sugars down and level out my moods. I can't safely operate staying the way I am.
T tomorrow. Which reminds me, last night, I kept smelling her. Her scent even though I wasn't wearing anything I had ever worn to her office, I had showered and wasn't even at home! I'm house sitting so I was at a different house even!
It was so unsettling. She smells safe and comfy, kind of like a heated microfleece blanket (sounds weird, I know) but she wasn't there so I shouldn't have been smelling her! I think I am officially cray cray.