Therapy tomorrow. What am I going to do?
No. I have to go. I MUST go. I have way too much on my mind not to go. I know I will go bonkers if I don't go. And I will feel so bad for flaking. Because she would totally believe me if I said I was sick, she's that nice.
But, HOW am I going to settle myself down enough to be coherent? I'm just imagining how things will go tomorrow:
T: So, it's ben 2 weeks. How are you? How have you been doing?
Me:....What...? Could you repeat that?
That's how it's going to start. I just know it. Or I will be so jittery and bouncy she will have to hold me down. Either way, not a favorable image.
And to think, I work till 10pm tonight. I won't be home till 11. And T is in the morning. Woot.