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I feel so needy and pathetic

Posted by SilverandBlue , 14 February 2014 · 105 views

I had originally made my next T appontment for 2 weeks out. Mostly because of the cost, but also because I don't want to become attached to her. I am fully aware that I tend to attach easily and after yesterdays session, I didn't want to come in after only one week.
 
However, I called her today and asked for an appointment this week. I caved. I felt the pressure from within and have no way to release it except in T. I can't be freaking out at work! I felt so pathetic and needy calling her, but I knew she would welcome it and I would be able to come in. Sure enough,I have an appt for this next week. T said she was really glad Ihad called and wanted an appointment because she felt it was the healthiest way to deal with things. I had apologized for being such a brat and shutting down so much, and told her how much I truly appreciated her help. She told me that I was not by any means any of thoe things and that she was going to keep on helping me deal. Not to worry about what she thinks.
 
I am not used to this... I am grateful,but not used to it



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