I feel so needy and pathetic
However, I called her today and asked for an appointment this week. I caved. I felt the pressure from within and have no way to release it except in T. I can't be freaking out at work! I felt so pathetic and needy calling her, but I knew she would welcome it and I would be able to come in. Sure enough,I have an appt for this next week. T said she was really glad Ihad called and wanted an appointment because she felt it was the healthiest way to deal with things. I had apologized for being such a brat and shutting down so much, and told her how much I truly appreciated her help. She told me that I was not by any means any of thoe things and that she was going to keep on helping me deal. Not to worry about what she thinks.
I am not used to this... I am grateful,but not used to it