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Learning not to Remember



Posted by SilverandBlue , 26 September 2014 · 233 views

I haven't been on in a while. Right now, I can't handle hearing other's pain. It hurts. Just glancing through blog titles I almost shut my screen off.
I am just so MAD! And I don't even know what about! I'm mad, sad and disgusted all at once and have nobody to share it with or to help figure it out.
I fired T. I was thinking of her too much as a comfort...


Nonono! I am an idiot! TW for SI

Posted by SilverandBlue , 15 September 2014 · 181 views

I was cleaning out my old purse from a few months ago and found an implement I used to SI with. I don't know why I kept it honestly. But I found it and that urge that I've been able to suppress due to lack of SI instrument came back with full force and I now have those angry red marks again.
I am slow in typing this because I am crying at the same time. I...


Trying to be optimistic here!

Posted by SilverandBlue , 01 September 2014 · 154 views

I continually have these strange dreams that seem so real. I'll wake up feeling hardly refreshed at all, and wishing so badly that it actually happened. For example, I had a dream last night that I got engaged. Said fiancée was a guy that I know, like, hang out with a lot but we aren't involved. It was so odd. When I woke up I knew it hadn't happened...

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