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Why Do I Bother?

Posted by butterflykisses68 , 02 November 2013 · 164 views

I really wonder why I ever bother to ever let myself get close to anyone anymore.  I always end up getting hurt.  I guess I don't deserve to have any friends.  I either get used or they decide I am just too messed up for them to want to be my friend anymore.  Why did God even put me here if all I am ever going to be is alone and all I'...


Feeling Broken

Posted by butterflykisses68 , 28 October 2013 · 310 views

I wish I could sleep at night and not keep having nightmares every night. I want to just be done with all of this. I want to stop hurting over this. It's been over 30 years and I just want to live my life and be happy already.

I pray to God, but sometimes I feel as if He doesn't hear me. I don't know what He wants from me. All I want i...

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