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poem about my aunt

Posted by stronger98 , 29 March 2014 · 151 views

I Blame You

I Bame You For The Shame And....
Pain Which All You Thought Was Just A Game.

I Blame You.

I Blame You For The Anger That Lingers...
Even After Eight Years.

I Blame You.

I Blame You For Putting A Mark On Me....
The Mark That Lead My Cousin, Birth Father,X Boyfriend, Classmates, And Brother To Sexually Abuse Me.

You Are The Reason I Have A...


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my father disturbed me greatly

Posted by stronger98 , 22 March 2014 · 170 views

I Think IM Going To Cry.

My Father Was In His Wheely Chair And We Were Talking.

After We Were Done I Pushed Him Gently In His Chair And To Me He Looked Like He Was Smiling When I Pushed Him.

Than He Proclaimed "If Some Guys Grabbing At Your Tits And You Say Stop You Would Want Them To Stop So Stop!" He Had A Scary Creepy Look On His Face.

I Wasn't...


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i think i made my mother cry. I feel horrible

Posted by stronger98 , 16 March 2014 · 147 views

I Confronted My Mama.

I Demanded Why She Didn't Come Downstairs When I Screamed The Day One Of My Female Classmates Sexually Assaulted Me.

Yet She Yelled Down The Stairs To Just Be Quite.

She Said She Had No Recollection Of What Happened But That She Was Very Sorry That She Didnt Come Downstairs To My Rescue.

I Think She's Crying Right Now.

;(...


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I am a woman afraid of other women

Posted by stronger98 , 06 March 2014 · 182 views

I am a woman afraid of other women

A Handful Of Women Have Wounded Me Harder Than Stones

Have Put Me In Pain Sharper Than Swords

Have Humiliated Me Beyond Space.

Have Betrayed Me.

Have Terrified Me.

Have Taken Away My Trust.

Have Sexually Abused Me Dozens Of Times.

I Am A Women Who Is Petrified Of Being Around Other Women.

I Don't Hate Women, (Be...


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How could my parents not notice?

Posted by stronger98 , 05 March 2014 · 163 views

I Cried Everyday.
Everyday
Every Minute Of Every Second Of Every Hour Of Everyday In Preschool.
In Kindergarten.
In Church.

I Sobbed Whenever My Mama Wasn't With Me.

I Understand It's Normal For Kids To Not Want To Be Absent From There Parents But After Years And Years Of Crying In Her Absence Wouldn't She Have Figured Something Out? After The First...


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Not funny. Not a prank. Not okay. Assault should never be tolerated.

Posted by stronger98 , 02 March 2014 · 220 views

I Really Need To Vent!!!


When I Was In Fifth or Sixth Grade A Bully In School Who Had Been Sexually Assaulting Me Of And On From The Very End Of Third Grade Up Until Halfway Through Sixth Grade, Decided To Give Me A Purple Nurple One Day. It Hurt Like Hell!! I Screamed And My Mom Yelled Down The Stairs To Be Quite And Knock If off. She Never Came Downst...





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