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Abuse at camp? Where is the protection? Beyond Sick of Apathy

Posted by stronger98 , 03 February 2016 · 116 views

I'm a camp counselor, and have been since this past summer.
My boss tells us "we're a family and what happens in our family stays in our family." But I can't hold this in....
 
I work at a camp for people with disabilities. I've had great times at camp...but there's also been really traumatizing things...and I feel awful for being angry and frustrate...


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started a blog to fight against sexual violence

Posted by stronger98 , 11 July 2014 · 203 views

I started a blog a few days ago to fight against sexual violence and bring awareness to this topic. I posted my story on there as well as someone elses. If you wish to participate and share your story on my website please feel free to message me and I will put your story on there! my blog is at world press.com. blog: stronger98


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part of my story I have never told

Posted by stronger98 , 28 April 2014 · 214 views

My Heart Is Raceing A Thousand Miles A Minute As I Write.....
Something I Have Never Shared Before

Something I Am Afraid To Speak About

Something I Am Terrified To Admit

Something I Have Been In Denial About For Years And Years

I Was Ten/Eleven Years Old

At My Best Friends House...In Her Bathroom.We Had Just Gone Swimming In Her Pool.

I Wore A...


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my brother

Posted by stronger98 , 18 April 2014 · 203 views

Why.

You Taught Me Empathy.
You Taught Me Love.

You Taught Me Mercy.
You Taught Me Kindness.

You Taught Me Compassion
You Taught Me Tolerance.

Why.

I Remember When You Would Hug Me When Mom And Dad Were Fighting.
I Remember Those Times When You SafEd Me From Mom. You Saved My Life.
You Were My Protector. You Were My Father.


So...Why Did You Tur...


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my brother

Posted by stronger98 , 18 April 2014 · 120 views

Why.

You Taught Me Empathy.
You Taught Me Love.

You Taught Me Mercy.
You Taught Me Kindness.

You Taught Me Compassion
You Taught Me Tolerance.

Why.

I Still Remember The Day You Hugged Me When Mom And Dad Were Fighting.
I Still Remember Those Times When You SafEd Me From Mom EveryTime She Wanted To Hurt Me.
You Were My Protector. You Were A Father...


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rant . anyone else feel society is this way?

Posted by stronger98 , 17 April 2014 · 153 views

I Feel That If Somebody Is Not Happy The Majority Of People Turn The Other Way
Claim They Brought Depression On Themselves.
Simply State It's Their Problem Not Theirs And Walk Away.

Ofcourse Not Everyone Is Unsympathetic When Seeing Another Depressed, But I Feel Like Only A Few Are Empathetic.

Instead Of Judging Sad People And Claim They"Ve Given Up Wi...


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poem about my aunt

Posted by stronger98 , 29 March 2014 · 151 views

I Blame You

I Bame You For The Shame And....
Pain Which All You Thought Was Just A Game.

I Blame You.

I Blame You For The Anger That Lingers...
Even After Eight Years.

I Blame You.

I Blame You For Putting A Mark On Me....
The Mark That Lead My Cousin, Birth Father,X Boyfriend, Classmates, And Brother To Sexually Abuse Me.

You Are The Reason I Have A...


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my father disturbed me greatly

Posted by stronger98 , 22 March 2014 · 170 views

I Think IM Going To Cry.

My Father Was In His Wheely Chair And We Were Talking.

After We Were Done I Pushed Him Gently In His Chair And To Me He Looked Like He Was Smiling When I Pushed Him.

Than He Proclaimed "If Some Guys Grabbing At Your Tits And You Say Stop You Would Want Them To Stop So Stop!" He Had A Scary Creepy Look On His Face.

I Wasn't...


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i think i made my mother cry. I feel horrible

Posted by stronger98 , 16 March 2014 · 146 views

I Confronted My Mama.

I Demanded Why She Didn't Come Downstairs When I Screamed The Day One Of My Female Classmates Sexually Assaulted Me.

Yet She Yelled Down The Stairs To Just Be Quite.

She Said She Had No Recollection Of What Happened But That She Was Very Sorry That She Didnt Come Downstairs To My Rescue.

I Think She's Crying Right Now.

;(...


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I am a woman afraid of other women

Posted by stronger98 , 06 March 2014 · 182 views

I am a woman afraid of other women

A Handful Of Women Have Wounded Me Harder Than Stones

Have Put Me In Pain Sharper Than Swords

Have Humiliated Me Beyond Space.

Have Betrayed Me.

Have Terrified Me.

Have Taken Away My Trust.

Have Sexually Abused Me Dozens Of Times.

I Am A Women Who Is Petrified Of Being Around Other Women.

I Don't Hate Women, (Be...






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