Voices from the past
I turned to them. My mom, my grandparents. I went to them. I asked for their help and this is what I got. I was 2 months pregnant with my daughter. This was after the gang r*pes. I didn't tell them about those. I only told them that he was hurting me. They did the whole we told you he was no good. So this is all on you. I guess to them, I got what I deserved because I didn't listen to them. I was in love with him. When I left the state with him, he hadn't hurt me, yet. That happened after we moved away. I keep hearing it repeat over and over again, "I got what I deserved just because I didn't listen to them..."
I feel sick. I wanted their help and they threw me to the wolves. How could they do that? Why did they do that? They didn't believe me. They never believed me. I was a liar trying to get attention. They never thought that maybe what I was saying might be true even as a child. God I hate them almost as much as I hate him.