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Another HUGE memory at the surfaced

Posted by Alive2Thrive , 27 October 2013 · 167 views

I was doing really good, I thought. I had such a sense of accomplishment going into the weekend. This memory came up in therapy last week. I have not mentioned it cause I don't want to accept that it really happened. I, personally, had not heard of it before which makes it even harder for me to believe. Yet, T told me that I was "set up" for i...


Fearing the weekend

Posted by Alive2Thrive , 25 October 2013 · 139 views

Weekends are the worst for me. I can't stand the anxiety I feel as they approach. I know it has been years and years but there is always this deep down "worry" for lack of a better word. Maybe apprehension is a better word. One would think that after so much time of being "safe" that feeling of apprehension would go away. I get stomach...


A Victory is A Victory

Posted by Alive2Thrive , 24 October 2013 · 168 views

Is it bad to feel happy when everyone else seems to be sad? It causes me to feel bad cause everyone else is sad and I am feeling if not happy then peaceful for a change. Feeling up seems to be so contradictory to the way I should be feeling...
But I can't help it! What happened today and the way it happened, I don't think I could have planned...

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