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Sensitive Signs

Posted by sailor , in Therapy 26 November 2013 · 195 views

Since starting therapy and being diagnosed with PTSD, I'm slowly learning that some "odd" behaviors I've always had may be a part of it. I told my therapist that I've always been over sensitive. We talked a little and then I started a list... 


I Don't Remember, But He Does

Posted by sailor , 13 November 2013 · 264 views

For the past 20 years, I have been in a dark place, with only enough light to see him sitting, waiting, haunting my steps. I've had one memory to draw from, where I knew he touched me, but it's hard to pin point those details.
I've lived with the feeling that what I remember was only the surface of the truth. I never thought I would have that confi...



Posted by sailor , in Bad Marriage 01 November 2013 · 304 views

I've been with my husband for 8 years, and each one has been a struggle. An internal one, that I kept very well to myself.
I didn't like who I was when I met him. I preferred his ideal of "the right woman." I shelved my baggage. I pretended to be more mature than my 19 years of neglect and abuse. I put my needs aside and focused on making him happy.
I wou...

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