All is well
I laugh a lot now. My day is focused on what I can do with my SO, and just planning a bright happy future. The constant tension I have felt in life is ceasing.
I may sometimes write about depressing things but my life now is certainly far from depressing. I know I have had some seriously dark times, but they seem much better these days. I guess my main goal in life now is just simply to be happy. And have people around me that genuinely care.