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Acknowledging, how painful and scary

Posted by angelsun , 27 September 2013 · 250 views

Could it be that I am actually accepting what happened, I am fully acknowledging what went on, is that why it is so painful, is that why I can't keep myself together. It seems like it is turning inside of me and wants to get out. How do I let it out, how do I bear the shame of revealing something I don't completely understand or remember. But t...


I'm still so very lost.........

Posted by angelsun , 25 September 2013 · 154 views

I am still so very lost. I hate feeling so alone and weak. I don't understand what I am doing or where I am going. This can't keep going on. What surfaced recently can't be the cause of all this, can it? I don't even have a memory of it, does that mean something? Every time I think I am thru the worst, something comes along and proves...


What happened to me?

Posted by angelsun , 24 September 2013 · 161 views

I am lost, I am discouraged and I am sinking deeper into my dark hole. I don't know how to climb out of it. I am trying, I keep trying but the weight of this is becoming too heavy. I hate myself and frustrated with myself. I feel like I don't know what I am doing anymore. I am to make sense of all this nonsense, how? I don't know what I...

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