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Not off to a good start on this holiday.

Posted by angelsun , 28 November 2013 · 201 views

It took everything out of me to get my turkey prepared and in the oven.  I am falling apart today.  I am trying to hold it together so that my husband doesn't question whats wrong with me.  He has already done it once today.  I have no answers.  I'm sad, I'm hurt and I am scared.  It came over me suddenly this morning. Why ca...


Another day in my life

Posted by angelsun , 14 November 2013 · 168 views

It is starting again this morning.  What is going on with me, why are things so strong?  I keep trying to put
it out of my mind, trying to ease it up and be compassionate to myself.  It is scary though, too much fear from
this is making it unmanagable.  I miss my t, I miss her desperately. She doesn't understand and I can't find the


Why is it so painful.....

Posted by angelsun , 13 November 2013 · 236 views

They tell me it is not my fault, they tell me that I didn't deserve it.  Why is it so painful then?  Why is it so hard to work thru?  I don't know, I don't know if I will ever know.  It is hard to believe in me right now.  Working thru some of this is very unsettling.  They tell me I need to open up, I need to talk about thes...

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