Please help me get back on track
That's because today I went to the doctor's and had a vaginal examination. This brought back so many memories, just the sheer terror and pain of when I was raped. And it's completely knocked me off track.
This is why I'm begging, pleading for someone out there, anyone, to try and encourage me out of this dark hole I'm currently in. I just need to know that somebody cares. That somebody out there understands me. I don't want to go back to how I was.
Lots of love xxx