past few weeks have felt my mood, spirit, sense of self, I dont know what to call it anymore, whatever it is, it's been slipping away. So very down, it's in my mind, my body, everywhere and I have no idea where it's come from this time. Sometimes I know what it is, like, the CSA and I can work on that. This time I just don't know., I'm just so very sad. I'm cranky, I keep getting teary eyed. My body is hurting but that's the diabetes doing that which doesn't help matters.
I want to curl up in a corner and die.