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What do I do with Mom?

Posted by Junebug126 , 16 September 2013 · 82 views

Today is a better day for me. I had some positive interactions at work. That made me feel better. I still feel like a fraud a lot, but today, maybe not so much. I felt like I knew what I was talking about and even felt confident sharing it with others.

Tomorrow I have a meeting on an entirely different subject. I'm already anxious because I'...


My Dark Heart

Posted by Junebug126 , 13 September 2013 · 94 views

Today has been a day of stress and inside pain. I haven't seen my therapist in 2 weeks and just found out now that I'm going to have to miss the next one for a work meeting. I need help. I have a dark heart. Out of my heart comes anger.

Yeah I know I talked about this yesterday, but I'm still feeling lost and down. I hate myself. I try...


Anger and Guilt for Supper.

Posted by Junebug126 , 12 September 2013 · 63 views

I'm not a very worldly person, but I do like to write. I started to write short stories and poems when I was younger and stopped after I was about 23. I don't know why I stopped. I guess because I started seeing my first therapist. Writing was an outlet for me growing up. Yes, like many of us, I was abused. I had (and have) low self esteem....

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