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Ticked off

Posted by wildnfree , 26 November 2013 · 170 views

I'm so ticked off, IDK what to do resides pray and figure out a plan with my parents I can't believe these people have the nerve to harass my parents


Ready for the next step?

Posted by wildnfree , 20 November 2013 · 169 views

IDK if I'm ready to go the my local rape crisis for counseling...I know my T at school can only do so much to help me with issues concerning CSA and SA. Plus the Ts at my school are booked and can't guarantee everyone an appointment until next semester :o I'm scared to go the crisis center. What if I break down or cry...I want to know my options in fili...


school stress

Posted by wildnfree , 18 November 2013 · 225 views

There are 2 weeks left in the semester. Im so stressed out :o Ive been in constant pain for the past 2 weeks but I pushed myself to get my work done. I have a group project and presentation due in 3 days and my groupmates have done nothing. I havent been to a session in 3 weeks b/c my T keeps stretching more time between appointments. Ugh


Doubting myself

Posted by wildnfree , 18 November 2013 · 154 views

Tonight I read through an old diary of when I was with my abusive ex. I thought it would have evidence against him...instead, I think I looked like the sad fool. In the head space I was in at that time, I sounded like a desperate, confused girl. The things my ex did were wrong, but I was so starved for attention it reads otherwise...looking back, it was o...


Reluctant to file report

Posted by wildnfree , 17 November 2013 · 166 views

Lately Ive been thinking of reporting what happened ro me, or at least going to the local crisis center to see what my options are. Honestly, Im reluctant to report it. What if the police dont believe me? What if theres not enough evidence to pursue X or he denies everything? ....


The V diaries: part 1

Posted by wildnfree , 15 November 2013 · 189 views

TMI warning this post will be about lady parts, abuse, and learning to like them, so if that makes anyone squeamish, I'm sorry! Today I went shopping for pads and menstrual pads. Well, window shopping since I didn't have much cash. I was really excited because I wanted an alternative to pads. They're not much hassle, but I'm tired of feeling like I wear a...


Pet peeves

Posted by wildnfree , 12 November 2013 · 138 views

I'm so tired of this dude I know always mentioning R in every conversation and assuming it only happens in third world or war torn countries. Does he not reaalize it can happen anywhere regardless of location, gender, race, nationality, political party, socio-economic status, etc?? Ugh, The boys needs to learn *sigh* SMH


A little progress

Posted by wildnfree , 11 November 2013 · 177 views

I may be able to move on campus or move to an apartment near campus next semester and I'm so happy. Home life has been on edge for a while and it's best for everyone to get some space. Really hoping this can happen.



Posted by wildnfree , 09 November 2013 · 151 views

Today I feel alone...I've felt like that for a while now. I just want to be in a better place than where I am now.



Posted by wildnfree , 07 November 2013 · 150 views

I feel so conflicted right now. Part of me wants to reveal the identity of my abuser(s) to someone besides my T. But I'm afraid that won't happen. When I told my T how I knew my abusers, she warned me to be cautious about telling my family who they were. As crazy as my family is, they will stick up for their own when the occasion calls for it. ...

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