Still on the hunt for an antidepressant cocktail that will work at normalizing my life. I started with effexor xr, a SNRI in January and have been steadily increasing my dosage, only to find its inhibiting a normal sleep schedule, causing mood swings, anxiety, irritability, and only slightly improved my depression. Friday the doctors added a mood stabilizer, seraquel, into the mix, which hopefully will help get me back on a normal sleep schedule and help with the mood swings and anger.
I took it for the first time last night and did find it much easier to get to sleep. This morning it was hard to get out of bed, but it always is. Considering I have just smoked my last cigarette (unemployed) I'm kind of considering going back to bed already, and I've only been up a few hours.
I guess I will see where the day takes me.
Damn..... I wish I had a cigarette....