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First Day

Posted by meghan716 , 24 August 2013 · 65 views

Today was my first day back at school. I finished unpacking everything with my dad and I walked him out to the car. I got outside of my building and who was standing right there, my perp. I broke down. My dad did not know what to do, and neither did I. I went for a walk with him which made me feel worse. Every where I looked I was nervous I was going to see him again. Now all of my roommates are out and about having a good time on a Saturday night like normal college kids while I'm in my bed. Everything is setting me off. I'm starting to feel like a freak- like I don't belong. I don't belong here. It's not safe. But at the end of the day all I can say is, I made it. I made it through my first day back. I made it through seeing him. I feel like I can't sleep because I'm worried about what could happen even though my doors are all locked. No one understands, and I don't blame them. This is way different than anything else these girls have ever been through. But I can tell they're already annoyed. I just want to go home. I just want to be safe.

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