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Birth Control

Posted by r_tyler , 22 April 2014 · 85 views

I feel trapped every time I take my pill. I went because I was scared. I felt a bump that I thought could be cancer. It wasn't. And I got birth control pills out of it. And I'm reminded every day that I either have to go back or have a huge fight with my boyfriend because it will be obvious that I'm refusing to go. If I wasn't on birth control that will run out eventually, he wouldn't even notice. I wish I had refused birth control. I bought it at a price I cannot afford and I feel the weight every day. I watch the days tick by in little blister packs. I have 8 months and 27 days left.

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