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I don't think I can do this painful thing called life anymore :(

Posted by TiMe2HeaLMe , 04 August 2013 · 97 views

I can't even write really, I'm lost for words. My life is so busy at the moment but I'm too tired and messed up to keep on top of it all. People think they understand, think they know what's best, think I can just put the past behind me. People tell me is childish because I am not always perfect, the fact that I don't cope with thin...


Back at square one

Posted by TiMe2HeaLMe , 03 August 2013 · 51 views

That's how I feel today. There isn't much more to say.


I'm a mess

Posted by TiMe2HeaLMe , 15 July 2013 · 55 views

A bad start to the day. Majorly slipped up last night and no one knows so have guilt hanging over me. I don't feel at all well, I'm cramping like there's no tomorrow, my heads all over the place and I keep being triggered but its like today I just want to wallow but I can't. I also just feel this huge amount of shame about things I can...


Why me?

Posted by TiMe2HeaLMe , 04 July 2013 · 83 views

I'm just having one of those days when I'm asking why me? Why did it all have to happen to me? it's pure evil. Am I really hated that much? Am I really that bad? To have been through what I went through? To have that done to me, am I really that bad? I don't even understand y it happened, I really don't.

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