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it took me *months*. 4 - 8 to be exact. *on my friend/Pat*

Posted by lilyvanilla , 09 October 2013 · 84 views

it took me *months*. to be able to talk about the Pat thing w/ someone. and other than my good friend Evan and Pat's family, I didn't talk about it w/ anyone. I just recently told my mentor within the last month.

So it took me *months*, 4 - 8, to be able to tell someone about Pat's, uh. 'leaving'. and I'm right back there again w/...


I was hoping he'd at least be civil. *on my ex*

Posted by lilyvanilla , 09 October 2013 · 76 views

So I read part of the email from my ex. my email has this thing where it shows you part of the email.

And it said: 'ok don't say....' I've not read the rest of the email. i'm not ready to yet [although I realize um. won't really know for sure until I do].

*i'm quite possibly overreacting bc of things that are unrelated to...


and ya know what? yeah i eff** miss her. *prior entry* *on my friend*

Posted by lilyvanilla , 09 October 2013 · 84 views

as put.

and yeah ya know what? I eff** miss her.


in a way she's lucky. *prior entry* *about my friend* *SU*

Posted by lilyvanilla , 09 October 2013 · 85 views

In a way my friend is lucky. that she went young. this way she doesn't have to deal w/ the horrors of this world. how awful and painful and dark it can be.

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