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Unmotivated

Posted by radarlove , 30 May 2014 · 52 views

I wish I was bursting with energy every day or even just a few days a week.  Instead I feel lethargic and tired all the time.  I have a hard time visualizing myself getting what I want and being successful in my career.
 
Half the time I don't even know for sure what I want.  I waver between various similar things in creative fields. S...


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Not aligned with the universe

Posted by radarlove , 24 May 2014 · 49 views

The past 3 nights in a row I have had guys cancel dates on me!!! THREE NIGHTS IN A ROW.  What is the deal?
 
I met these guys on what's your price so they were even going to be paying me to meet them, and then each one has a reason....
 
business trip got extended, "something unexpected came up", and a dead battery in a car.
 
I try to...


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I'm so exhausted

Posted by radarlove , 16 May 2014 · 60 views

I try so hard to stay focused on my goals, which are many, but I lose focus and get off track and start feeling hopeless.
 
It's hard for me to hold a job or even get one!  I don't know where to work and haven't worked in so many years that it seems like a scary foreign world.  I wish I were brave.
 
I'm not brave anymore.
 
I had...





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