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endings and beginnings

Posted by bluebutterfly , 30 June 2013 · 95 views

I'm going to end things with my boyfriend. I've tried to end our relationship many times because of his problems with drug abuse. Even if it makes my depression worse, I have to get out of this situation.

We were planning to spend the day together, but when I arrived he was high and wanted to do more cocaine while I was there. I refused to s...


emerging from depression

Posted by bluebutterfly , 27 June 2013 · 102 views

I've decided to keep updating as I work on emerging from this depressive episode. It seems like many times I've started to get better, and then fallen back into the depression. Maybe if I track what is happening I will be able to figure out why.

Since I did the program in The Depression Cure 9 months ago, I've given myself a depression te...


the healing journey and the relapse

Posted by bluebutterfly , 26 June 2013 · 143 views

I've never kept a blog before. I'm a writer, so supposedly this should be easy.

I'm so sad right now and fallen into the realm where every day is a battle. It seems like every day is a long list of things to do, and each task is like climbing a mountain. I'm very discouraged that I'm back here.

I'd never told anyone about t...

June 2013


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