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So much ANGER

Posted by blueboots21 , 24 June 2013 · 131 views

Okay so I just got off the phone with my adopted father (AKA my abuser). He makes me so fucking mad!!! (Pardon my french..probably for this entry). OK so like I had said yesterday, I had talked to him and then took like a two week break. Which during that period he would bug the shit out of the family members that did talk to him. Well, yester...


Troubles with abuser

Posted by blueboots21 , 23 June 2013 · 124 views

For those who have read "my story", which I titled 2 1/2 years, you would know that the one who abused me was my adopted father. Of course being so close in relation to him makes moving on difficult. For awhile I didn't write him or answer the phone when he called. He would ask me to pick up the phone in his letters to me and one day I did. We...


The Three Stooges

Posted by blueboots21 , 21 June 2013 · 55 views

Okay so I've always loved watching The Three Stooges and I just found an app that has 190 episodes! I'm super happy :) I know it's a bit silly to get excited about having an app for an old show. But, I am. lol. Hope everyone is having a good day! If you're not, then I hope it turns into one!! -Summer


Self-esteem issues

Posted by blueboots21 , 20 June 2013 · 54 views

I try not to vent too much on here but I guess sometimes it's okay to. So, I basically started putting myself down around 8 or 9 when my dad would smack me around for not listening to him. Mom wasn't home a lot because she worked. But, I would tell myself no one loved me and I was a waste and stuff like that. I would listen to the kids at school c...



Posted by blueboots21 , 19 June 2013 · 56 views

So I figured I should explain my "butterfly caught in a spiderweb" post from yesterday. See, the lady I confided in about my abuse wrote me a letter and gave it to me the day of my abuser's arrest. She told me about how she would free butterflies from spiderwebs in her barn. She said that I was her butterfly caught in a spiderweb and that she...

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