This stupid concentration, where has it gone? I can't concentrate and I have to! All I'm thinking about is the pain... For weeks now, not one day when I wouldn't think about it.
I'm a bit pessimistic about my future right now... Will I ever be able to concentrate again, or will I lie on my bed in pain and regret decisions I made and mourn the beautiful memories I've missed out on?
Oh, well, just smile and act as though you had everything under control! Show must go on, right?! Let's concentrate on that first.