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Feeling blue

Posted by goddess , 24 October 2013 · 130 views

Just feeling down. I don't remember ever really being close to either of my parents. I'm sure there was a time when I was little? I grew up in a family that didn't talk really, we talked about some things but not real things. We didn't show emotions which I still don't to this day. I do love my parents, took care of them took mom to appointments and called her for cooking advise or what to do when my kids were sick etc. after she passed earlier this year myself and my husband took in my dad and he is acting strange and frail. It's making me realize I don't want to be an orphan. I don't want to lose my daddy. I'm worried something is wrong with him and then I won't have any parents left and my kids won't have any grandparents. I so wish I could turn back the clock and not have my parents find out about the stuff that happened because it seems like after they found out their health fell apart. I feel like I could have prevented it somehow.

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