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Posted by Bett , 15 May 2013 · 19 views

I am at the point in my life where I can no longer hide from my ugly past. I am to embarrassed about the events to actually speak to anyone. Nothing has happened recently but my fiancÚ has had to wake me up because I was crying so hard in my sleep. I decided to try something online so I can have some kind of support mentally. Although it has been a long time since anything has happened, I am ready heal and not keep trying to pretend like these things never happened. I hope I do not back down because I really feel like I can't move on with friendships or life. I would like to know what it is like to have sex with my fiancÚ and not feel like it is something I have to do. I want to be able to forgive the men who ruined my life without my permission. This is my first step.

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