He gets to live his life and go to school. I'm forced to stay home because I'm terrified of seeing him. I'm only 16 years old, I should be out enjoying life, but instead I'm in a ball crying my eyes out because he's violated me. How am I supposed to move on from something like that. He's practically destroyed everything I ever cared about. People think it's a joke, it's not. If I suppress my emotions, I break down a week or a few days later. I have to pretend to be happy for my mother's sake, and everyone around me. I don't know whether to be angry, upset, or both. I don't know if I'll be able to go to school, or continue a normal life. Not if he still lives in this town, not if there's still a threat. I don't know how long this will continue, but right now I feel this is what the rest of my life will be.