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I give up.

Posted by TheSilentWanderer , 24 May 2013 · 230 views

I just got told by a detective that the only reason I called it rape was because I was scared I might be pregnant. We have several pieces of evidence that he did this to not only me, but someone else. My police service treated it like a joke. He's gotten away with my rape. When I found out I stormed out of the room. I just didn't know what to thin...


Strange Dreams

Posted by TheSilentWanderer , 18 May 2013 · 163 views

I'm starting to sleep better, but last night was strange. I don't know either to call this a dream or a nightmare. I remember going to school, and I see him. I saw myself beginning to freak out. When he came near, I began getting really fighty. But then it changed. I saw myself sitting with other people. But then I saw two hands coming behind me,...


I feel.. stuck.

Posted by TheSilentWanderer , 17 May 2013 · 176 views

I don't know, I put up two fronts. When I'm out volunteering I pretend to be happy. But when I'm alone, I turn to the real side of myself. It's like a doll with two faces. I've met 3 new people where I'm helping out, but I can't speak about what happened when they ask me why I left school, it just brings back too many memories,...


Trying to get better.

Posted by TheSilentWanderer , in Steps Towards Happiness 16 May 2013 · 137 views

I feel as if, If I can't help myself, I can help those around me, or at least those in need. I would like to start helping at the animal shelter located here, but I'm not sure if I'm ready yet. Am I being selfish for wanting to help myself? After the event occurred things have been different, different than our regular lives. And I've trie...



Posted by TheSilentWanderer , 15 May 2013 · 95 views

I don't know how to really put it. I feel if I vent here, I can feel a bit better. I don't understand myself anymore.
He gets to live his life and go to school. I'm forced to stay home because I'm terrified of seeing him. I'm only 16 years old, I should be out enjoying life, but instead I'm in a ball crying my eyes out because he...

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