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Random High School Triggers

Posted by perhaps , 04 June 2014 · 46 views

I don't know why I feel a need to get this out of my system, but over the course of this year, school has done its best to trigger in every random way possible. I can't complain about this to anyone I actually know, so naturally, I find myself typing random stuff on my computer praying to God no one I know is on this site.
Triggers from this year in high...


Seeing Him Again

Posted by perhaps , 18 August 2013 · 91 views

Two days ago, I decided to go to Kansas to meet my rapist again before he dies. I haven't seen him since it happened when I was two. I thought that maybe I could get answers or confirm memories or something.

My dad, who went with me on this trip, didn't know that my grandfather was my motivation to go. Both my parents thought I just wanted to...



Posted by perhaps , 10 June 2013 · 77 views

On Friday, I finally told my T about what happened to me . I have no idea what the appropriate response is for her reaction. Is there one?


She said, "That's impossible. He wouldn't have fit. Your story doesn't make sense."

I told her, "It is possible. It happened."

She replied, "If it really happened, then t...


Stolen (My Story) - graphic

Posted by perhaps , 12 April 2013 · 81 views

Iíve always remembered. I just didnít begin to understand until fifth grade. Nobody on the planet knows this besides him and me. I canít believe Iím writing it here. God. Okay. I just have to get this out. I feel like Iím going to wet my bed right now. I really do. I often do. I wasnít even two when it happened, so I donít know how I remember. I doubt you...

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