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Grandma believed me, she said my dad was a bastard. That what he had done to me was terrible and if only she had known what was happening she would of rescued me. She has seen how his violence and manipulation has changed my mum, and made her into the wreck she is today. She wanted things to be better, for me to be loved and have a family that cared. She fed me all these lies. Told me that she hated my dad.
I felt safe, for once in my life someone in my family accepted me for me. They believed me and allowed me to talk. She gave me the space to open up and kept telling me how awful it was, and how horrible he is. She gave me something that I have never had. A belonging, a sense of family. An acceptance.
It was all a lie. She is still on his side. She needs him more than me, so she is dropping me. She does not care anymore.
Nothing like being kicked in the teeth.
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