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My dad didnt like me. He didnt like that my body was changing. He said I was ugly, and greasy becuase I had spots. I was disgusting and horrible. He wanted a child, he didnt want what i was becoming. He told me we had to go to the doctors me and him to get something to help. He could give me something to get rid of everything to make me nice again. We went to see a man. He was overwieght, going bald, glasses. It wasnt at the usual doctors i attended. I am not sure where we went or whether it is a real practice. I remember his name L. My dad explained my 'problems' and said L could examine me and try to make me better. He made me lie down. He started at my head, got really close to my face. His breath stunk. I tried to hold my breath. He was looking at my face and then in my mouth. He felt round my neck like strangling but not enough pressure. He asked my dad to take my top off. He looked at my chest and had a good feel. He said he needed to check if they were developing properly. He twisted them and made them hurt. L moved down and told me he would need to examine down there. My dad told me I must do it. He felt down there and put his fingers in to see if i was a virgin. My dad told him that I was a whore and I could take anything. He told the doctor to try things and see how much I could take.
Im sorry i cant
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