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breaking down

Posted by randomcase , 24 March 2013 · 25 views

Well the last two days have been positive. Friday I decided I want to drink at my cousins house, it was nice relaxing and enjoying my family's company, it was better than sitting at home. Well we started talking about my assault which caused me to drink even more at the moment because of talking and drinking I ended up breaking down. The next day I felt so refreshed, I felt like I could fight longer in life for me and my kids. Two days later I still feel good, I actually cleaned my house, worked on laundry, and finished homework for school. I know this wont last long, im afraid of the day things start to go down hill again. the one thing that keeps coming to mind from the night i broke down is when my cousin asked me do you really feel that alone and I replied yes. Im afraid to get close to someone because i am afraid they will hurt me in anyway.

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