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Posted by Caught~the~rye , 07 April 2013 · 39 views

only nothing lasts forever
you may think that that wordings.
takes nothing of its fact away ,
even though its memories die .
day by day.

how many times have you found youself?
confided this new purpose to the old you,
increased its wealth.

ok im probably always going to be in shock ,
at the fact god deemed it right to give you a cock ,
yeh i swe...


built to beat

Posted by Caught~the~rye , 04 April 2013 · 22 views

my eyes float inside themselves sometimes,
and all they sees the past,
go down with the ship cap'n
wel nail you to the mast

my only crime
was leaving myself behind
where i was
is where i am
i watch other shine

the thought your lifes set to short.
leaving behind nout but this
and a credit score of nought


Growing skin like bark

Posted by Caught~the~rye , 02 April 2013 · 26 views

Growing skin like bark ,
Nothing to remark ,
Seal dressed as a shark,
To hide my track marks

Growing skin like bark.

I can pull him away ,
But if I push too much he'll stay
Now I'm paid for being disabled.

Growing skin like bark.

Void of guilt , empathy and unsure of what love is.
All of that I had is now his.
Don't rape...


ugly echo

Posted by Caught~the~rye , 02 April 2013 · 23 views

it dont show ,
itll never go .
there till , your pulling hair ,
tighing noose , shouting no
welcome to satan and co '
your ugly echo.

its just like a maybe ,
ghandi fucked hitler.
and me , im the baby.

im the santa that steals ,
the aladin that gives.

if i could i would .
id really shoot em,
id be the reason he checked up on his sleeping childre...


we both burned.

Posted by Caught~the~rye , 29 March 2013 · 26 views

"el nomeni el patri et filli spiritus sancti"

That guy said that ,
but take a look at the facts

you need a father for a son
but when the father wants the spirit,
there ends the fun.

"look at the life you leading .."
please stop the pleading
im not leading nothing
in the true meaning of the word im just "being."

well there yo...


Darkly humorous

Posted by Caught~the~rye , 26 March 2013 · 36 views

So there I am happily bouncing down town on and very busy day ,walking into the horrific wind , rocking a Parker and pair of skull candys , Alt J playing eyes squinted against Mother Nature. I was content. I'm always honest , I don't have as hard a time as I used to and some people I see on here do. I wasn't really going anywhere As I say I w...


Rabbit hole writings.

Posted by Caught~the~rye , 25 March 2013 · 36 views

Okay before I put this down I would just like too explain to anyone who reads my blog , there are certain posts in here , that are tung and cheek , in the sense that I don't always go around the bush in sensitivity , this is purely because the "poems" or my o.c are from a book I kept for writing during the dark dark dark years after my attack...


Going to finally take a stab at the monstrous task of a novel

Posted by Caught~the~rye , 23 March 2013 · 22 views

If I blog it , then I have to do it lol or so I keep telling myself


My 2 cents on the causal use of the WORD rape

Posted by Caught~the~rye , 22 March 2013 · 40 views

I mean if it does bother you then you should let them know, but one thing iv learned personally is that , th English language as diverse and ever expanding due to the mass dialects has incorporated certain words , or phrases that are on the top , very insensitive. For example before I was attacked I lost my mum to cancer, now where I'm from (Liverpool...


Quick silver lining

Posted by Caught~the~rye , 22 March 2013 · 23 views

What happend to us all was awful unspeakable , and what ever else we personally feel . However one thing I have realised lately is that yes that did happen, it ripped open our lives our family's and friends lives, our love and our passion for life. However, it gave us each other, I know we,d all rather it didn't happen in the first place and I agr...


Post ironic irony.... I have gone far to into this. Must be blogged.

Posted by Caught~the~rye , 21 March 2013 · 20 views

For example as one of my favourite artists said after making what appears to be a racist comment, "you see yes it is racist but its racism in light of itself, so if you see a black guy beating me up after the show , he's doing it ironically" . Obviously bo burnham isn't racist he's making a point a very satire point admittedly , I just...


From: Once a boy.

Posted by Caught~the~rye , 21 March 2013 · 28 views

Once a boy wrote a poem.
It wasnt a very long poem it wasnt even very good .
He wrote it on green paper with a yellow felt in class.
His teacher gave him a gold star,
And his mum put it on the fridge,
she was very proud.

Once the same boy wrote a short story,
It was about a monster who dressed like a man ,
He wrote it on A4 paper in blue ink.
His teach...


The evil that was left in me

Posted by Caught~the~rye , 20 March 2013 · 19 views

The dark years after the attack , I was in a place of hurt drugs , fake people and fake healing, during this time of being high all the time and not a very nice person, you come across people also high and also fake, who wish to debate rape with you. Now if I was sober and in the state of mind I am now I wouldn't of disgraced myself and all others who...

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