Becca is doing well. The neighbor came over yesterday and Becca handled herself well.
My goal for today is to live thru this day. Not losing my mind or breaking down. Just exist.
I posted in the legal side of the forum. I do think I am going to go ahead and try to be helpful to the police and such. By doing this, it means I have to start talking.
I have read alot of things on this forum about court. They all are glad they went to court even if they lost. Maybe that's the end of the unknowing. The final chapter before resuming life? I don't know. I do not want to rush myself. But this is my 2 month marker. I haven't done much as far as helping the police. I have been very selfish with my time but I needed it.
Tetrus said I can write things down and then read them to my husband. Just not to memorize my exact wording. I assume that's because I will read like a book. But that's true I feel like a Lifetime Movie. Now presenting, "Denial River" who knows. Quite funny actually. lol
Okay so I will live thru today. my husband is going to try and come home early. I do not know if it's good to write anything today. We shall see, how I feel after some coffee. I don't plan to get out of my pj's.
On a good note my little one has a field trip today. He is very excited.