I went shopping!!! I noticed every exit sign though. But that's not necessarily a bad thing. I am just viewing the world with "Options" now. Only way I know how to put that.
Talked to my husband alittle while we were out shopping. About random things like we use to before all this happened. We discussed the landscape of the yard and what we wanted to change about it. We discussed a new truck. we even discussed the new pool. And to top it off he mentioned possibly taking the kids hiking/camping this summer if I felt up to it. Most important part of all this is his presence did not make me feel out of place. I felt like I use to. My husband has always been my bestfriend. I have missed him. Was a very good day yesterday.
Today boys have football. My youngest is getting ready for a trip Wednesday. School trip.
Tomorrow will be 2 months since the attack.
Goal for today is get thru it. If it were warmer I would sit on the porch and have some coffee. But it's not so I will sit at the bay window and have my coffee. I am going to remember to breathe today!