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M/11

Posted by Nevetuli , 11 March 2013 · 20 views

Normal morning as usual, getting everyone off to school.

So, I had a weekend with my friends. We watched movie til the late hours. One of the movies had a Bad spot in it and that was extremely hard for me. I froze up and hoped no one noticed. I do not want my friends to know. I keep thinking I should have got up and refilled my glass or something but I c...


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Haircut

Posted by Nevetuli , 08 March 2013 · 22 views

Whoa that was definately not the way it use to feel to get a haircut. Honestly, pisses me off that I struggled. But mirror was a nice way to see everything and help with the fear of people behind me.

This weekend I am having a friend of mine come over and hang out. Maybe do some girl things, paint nails etc. She doesn't know anything. I haven't t...


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New Day

Posted by Nevetuli , 08 March 2013 · 20 views

I slept semi well last night. Got husband off to work already and my eldest son. My youngest are eating there breakfast. I have to attend my eldest sons football tourney Saturday. I am hoping the crowd does not overwhlem me.

I have a hard time leaving my house. Yet I don't feel safe here either.

I feel like a zombie.

On the brightside. I am going...


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Another Day

Posted by Nevetuli , 07 March 2013 · 18 views

These meds I have from the hospital make me really sleepy. Went to bed early. I still sleep with tons of clothes on. I use to hate that and yet now I find peace in it. I feel the sameway internally. For me it's like standing on the sidewalk froze, detached. All the cars streaming by going on with their busy lives. And yet I can not.

This morning same...


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Joined

Posted by Nevetuli , 06 March 2013 · 21 views

I joined this site yesterday and I can not seem to actually participate in the forum. I figure possibly writing to myself here will help my comfort level. I feel so overwhelmed. Every part of me keeps silently screaming, I can't.






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