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The Swing

23 February 2013
Posted by Falula  
by Robert Louis Stevenson

How do you like to go up in a swing,
Up in the air so blue?
Oh, I do think it the pleasantest thing
Ever a child can do!

Up in the air and over the wall,
Till I can see so wide,
River and trees and cattle and all
Over the countryside--

Till I look down on...
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Two Tents

23 February 2013
Posted by Falula  
Patient: Doc, I keep having these dreams. First I’m a teepee; then I’m a wigwam; then I’m a teepee; then I’m a wigwam. It’s driving me crazy. What’s wrong with me?

Doctor: You need to relax. You’re two tents.

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When I'm Gone

22 February 2013
Posted by Falula  
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[b][size="4"][color="#000000"][i][font="Franklin Gothic Medium"]
When I'm Gone

There's another world inside of...
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One Last Breath

22 February 2013
Posted by Falula  
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[color="#8B0000"][font="Century Gothic"]"One Last Breath" by Creed

Please come now I think I'm...
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That Last Molecule of Hope

21 February 2013
Posted by Falula   in hopelessness, hope, suicide, depression
I have so much boiling and brewing in me. Thoughts coming and going from every direction. Two polar opposite forces within me: suicide and "I don't want to be 'here'" and somewhere somehow despite everthying an ounce....no....a molecule of "hope" that pushes me to continue my seeming unrelenting pursuit of that...
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Tags: suicide

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I'm Buzzin'

21 February 2013
Posted by Falula   in rage, Uncategorized
A rap I wrote 1/15/2005 when I was working on some rage issues...


Yo props to Eminem
for permission

to let my fuckin rage
out of the cage

volcano erupts
doesn't corupt

I wonder how I lived my life
with constant strife

inside of me
not livin', givin' or gettin'
the love I needed

shut down
depleted
interceded
...
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Tags: rage, healing

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Posted by Falula  
Journal Entry Originally Written

7/12/2006
11:08 pm

I went to an ACOA meeting for the first time in years. The subject was "self-care" which triggered many thoughts. Listening to everyone share I received a renewed realization that I don’t really pay much mind to "self-care". Several things were mentioned such as massages,...
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Posted by Falula  
This is a Journal Entry I wrote back in 2005...

10/18/2005
1:32 pm

The three of us flew to Florida to pack and move my grandparents on Saturday, August 20th 2005. My grandparents had moved to Florida in the 1960's. There was over 40 years of memories, dust and chaos to sift through. The idea was to go through their stuff and get rid of...
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shame

21 February 2013
Posted by Falula  
[b][font="Century Gothic"][color="#4B0082"]Originally Written 2002-12-11 and Edited 2013-03-06

Shame is the name of the game.
Drop your head.
No, it’s already down.
Forlorn.
Not your fault but you know.
You were there.

The memories are there to stay.
They don’t fade away.
They remind you every day.

You...
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The Invitation

21 February 2013
Posted by Falula   in endurance, weariness, exhaustion
It doesn’t interest me
what you do for a living.
I want to know
what you ache for
and if you dare to dream
of meeting your heart’s longing.

It doesn’t interest me
how old you are.
I want to know
if you will risk
looking like a fool
for love
for your dream
for the adventure of being alive.

It doesn’t interest me
what planets are
squaring...
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