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Posted by Falula  
Background…

I have a friend I'll call Bob, who is very confrontational and I found myself getting angry with him quite often in our conversations. I told him about my feelings of anger and he said it was because he didn't pat me on the back and say "poor Janice" like everyone else does. This made me still more angry.

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Survivors of Incest Anonymous

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Suicide

08 April 2013
Posted by Falula   in suicide, depression
About amonth ago I was pretty much suicidal. I was planning my death. On my list was todo my funeral arrangements and buy my cemetery plot. I was really, really depressed. I was feeling pain so deep that the only thing that gave me any comfort was the thought of ending my life. I even asked a close loved one if he would understand if I took...
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Posted by Falula  
I found this interesting article written by Gargi Talukder | July 20, 2000 on Brain Connection which relates to the forum post [url="http://pandys.org/forums/index.php?showtopic=221191&st=0"]Do you feel/believe...
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My Story

12 March 2013
Posted by Falula  
Last updated February 2013


Up to 20 years old…
My parents divorced when I was four and a half due to an alcoholic father. He left around that time disappearing after 10 years , coming back in time for my 15th birthday. My mother resented me for being born and "ruining her life." Of course, I understand it wasn't my fault, but the...
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My Art 2013-03-11

11 March 2013
Posted by Falula  
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Peace

07 March 2013
Posted by Falula  
[color="#696969"][size="3"][font="Trebuchet MS"]Come and lay with me, my love
In your tender arms
Waiting for "sleep"
Rest
Peace
Drifting off to nothingness forever
What bliss! What nirvana!

It's in my veins
Oh, what peace!

No more pain
No more thoughts
No more hopes

What bliss! What...
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Balance

27 February 2013
Posted by Falula  
[color="#4B0082"][size="4"][font="Georgia"]Whew! I spent a day and night with my special someone. We rarely get opportunity to do that. It was awesome! I say again, it was awesome to spend time with him.

I did learn something though. I realized my recent week-long binge on Pandy's got my mind racing at a...
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Posted by Falula  
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2/25/2013
3:08 pm

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Letter from my mom's boyfriend of decades and the...
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More Than Words

23 February 2013
Posted by Falula   in Uncategorized, love
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By Extreme

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have...
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