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working out work

Posted by pancake , 08 July 2014 · 25 views

Been feeling bit funny about work recently. I gave my heart to the job, i had nothing else. I considered the ppl i worked with like family. One by one they either left or stabbed me in the back. It hurt, it felt like i wasn't good enough to stick around for. But the ppl stabbing me in the back, treating me inappropriately was uncalled for. Then came the l...


In my shoes (poem)

Posted by pancake , 08 July 2014 · 47 views

In My Shoes
If you could walk in my shoes
for one moment or one day
You'd see how my heart was shattered
in so many different ways
You'd see the torment at every turn
and how i fight to breathe
You'd see the sorrow and the guilt
that should not be part of me
You'd see the tears roll down my face
when im alone...


The two fingered salute (poem) (poss trigger)

Posted by pancake , 08 July 2014 · 18 views

The Two Fingered Salute
I was just a child,
my innocence you stole.
My character you were meant to build,
and my heart your meant to hold.
Instead of being what a father should be,
you were evil through and through.
Making me believe that I was bad,
but the bad one was only you.
You chang...


Where seagulls soar. (poem)

Posted by pancake , 08 July 2014 · 30 views

Where seagulls soar
Upon the rock where seagulls soar,
and grass does lushly grow.
there is a special place for me,
when feeling low, I go.

surrounded by thyme and amongst the green,
my heart does softly beat.
for inside my special place do I,
and my angel meet.
The building though time has bared its...


my dream

Posted by pancake , 08 July 2014 · 24 views

I had a dream that i moved in to a new house. In my bedroom there was an area of wall that looked wrong and i realised it was a window that had been bricked up, it was falling apart and as it did we saw an old birds nest inside the cavity that had worn the wall away. Outside there were dark clouds. I decided to put a window where their used to be one and...

July 2014


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