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The two fingered salute (poem) (poss trigger)

Posted by pancake , 08 July 2014 · 31 views

The Two Fingered Salute


 


 


I was just a child,


my innocence you stole.


My character you were meant to build,


and my heart your meant to hold.


 


Instead of being what a father should be,


you were evil through and through.


Making me believe that I was bad,


but the bad one was only you.


 


You changed my path forever,


when you bent and broke my trust.


I had no one else to turn to,


my soul was always hushed


 


I was forced to be your muse,


i was nothing more.


i was your object of desire,


i felt like a whore.


 


You made me believe that i was worth


the dirt from off the street.


I had no love, no warmth and care,


no comfort while i weep.


 


In my innocence i loved you,


i thought you were a star.


But every touch and every betrayal,


left only one more scar.


 


As i have grown older,


i see you for what you are.


This truth will not be silenced,


by any person or remark.


 


I was worth so much more,


and still am to this day.


Moving forwards is my path,


you do not have a say.


 


Can you see me moving on?


Iv'e fought this desperate plight,


the darkness had a hold on me,


but out of darkness comes the light.


 


I am no longer afraid to be,


what my soul dictates.


That fear of finding out I'm like you,


starts to dissipate.


 


Can you see me from where you are?


I am no longer yours!


I live my life for ME now,


Iv'e wriggled from your claws.


 


My life will flourish more and more,


in this im resolute.


and as i wave goodbye to you,


i give the two finger salute!


 


 


By Pancake





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