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Thinking vs. Feeling

I can feel myself spiraling downwards into a hole, slowly. 2013 has not been kind to me so far. I don't even know anymore...

I have been thinking about the old me. The me right before the flashbacks, the self-diagnosis, and the disclosure. The me that used to take chances and seemed to have friends and boyfriends and would go out and explore...
Why do I call him that, besides having come to the conclusion that he was emotionally abusive and detrimental to my healing?

Because he has been my only friend for the past year and a half.

I don't know if it hurts because I will now be truly alone, except for my mother, or if it's because I will actually miss him. He's a great guy,...
 

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