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I woke up in an absolute cold sweat, with my heart beating wickedly in my chest. I know I dreamt about HIM, but can't remember a damn thing, which is good I guess. I have bread on rising now, with my patio blinds opened wide so I can watch the snowstorm outside. Mornings like this make me wish I could of been the strong person I am now, then. Off course, I wouldn't be me then, lol, I am who I am cause of everything I am experienced in my life, good and bad. I wonder why it is that after such a nice week where we had no drama, just everyday life, I wake up in the middle of night feeling like I do. I have such a weird brain! OH well, my family will have homemade rolls for breakfast, so long as the power stays on, and my daughter will come out of her room, wrap her arms around me for her morning hug and as she does every morning, say "good morning Mommy". She is 23 going on 10 btw. My beautiful baby girl is developmentally delayed, and I figure I must be a good person for the Dear Lord to have blessed me with such a gift as her, my son and my hubby. Weird mood, lol, gonna go punch my bread down.
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