my little sister is here.

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my little sister is here.

09 February 2013

Posted by bluebird88

my little sister is over right now.
she's dating the cousin of my rapist.
at my last therapy session my therapist asked if i can ever forgive my sister for this. i had to think about it. it boiled down to (and this how i responded): i don't care about my sister's relationship with the guy. i care more about my relationship with my sister.
hearing her laugh and talk in the kitchen... it enrages me.
i am still furious at her.
i have to take deep breaths. i have to breathe.
i have to let go of my anger at her if i am ever going to get my sister back.
she is not going to stop dating this guy any time soon. she doesn't care that it's hurting me.
i need to stop resenting her for her relationship with him if i want to have any sort of relationship with her.
i need to breathe. her presence in this house... my chest feels like it's going to cave in - i am so so fucking angry.
i need to let go. whether she's dating him to hurt me or not. i need. to let. go.

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