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am i insane?

Posted by bluebird88 , 27 January 2013 · 44 views

i feel overwhelmed. i can't stop thinking about everything and i'm so stressed out. my head doesn't hurt but it's like sore. i can't relax. i hate this feeling. i don't know what to do with myself. i don't know why i'm so strung up about everything. why can't i just relax and be normal and just move on with my life and things can be ok? i can't it out of my head, what my former friend said to me a few months ago. she said "you can't keep letting what happened to you a few years ago ruin your life."
why can't i just fucking move on what the fuck is wrong with me. no wonder i don't have any friends. maybe she was right. maybe i am insane.

No, you're not insane. You don't decide how quickly healing progresses, and neither does your former friend. I know how frustrating it can be, but it doesn't mean there's anything wrong with you. Healing from SA is like healing from illness (such as cancer) -- it takes the time it takes.
Hang in there!

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