i hate it when people call me crazy. i feel like if those peopl...
the email explained my situation, the things that had happened in my life leading up to the point where he and i met on facebook. i was telling him, basically, that i had never really gotten a chance, over the past five year...
i am an epileptic.
i have always been a weird kid. just... weird. i think i was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder.
and now with the sexual assault and going thru that- the few friends that i did have- completely abandoned me. my best friend since fifth grade started datin...
flashing black and white rabbit
hole and I am flying into
faces. Arms flailing, arms
"What is with that girl?" they always ask.
I am simply falling despite my wings again-
to where- I am unsure. I do not worry. I...
The world exists beyond this porch.
The ash tray's listless upon this porch.
The biker persists despite this porch.
A home, a house,
a breath of air, a carcinogen,
an question to a God-awful answer:
The planks nailed down -precise or chaotic?
The 2X4's -aware of their oblivion?
Me -etching a...
i feel so, so lost and desperate and shitty and useless. there's no fucking point. nothing will he...