Neuro. Micro. Bio. Trying to study. No chance. 5th coffee, black, bitter, hot. Burnt my mouth.
Vodka. Wine. Whiskey. Silence. Finally. Silence. Headache. Exam.
Crying. Trying. Begging. Taking a knife. Resisting the urge. Giving in.
Blood. On my thighs. On my hands. On the floor. Pain. Tear...
It took me 14.5 years to find my love. My flame. My truth.
It is possible. Wounds can be healed. Pain can be stopped. Life can be beautiful. Like her big blue eyes.
I love you my darling xxx
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep
I am a thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glints on snow
I am the sun on ripened grain
I am the gentle autumn rain
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight
I am the soft stars t...
Me: Of course you can sweetheart
A: will you hold me when they come?
Me: I will my darling, I'm here.
Jesus. Still can't think clearly. Last night was, I don't know, I don't even know how to describe it. Trying to meditate but it's not working today. Feel like I'm drowning. In all the tears on m...
We all know what's happening. We all feel it. But when you look death in the eye every day you learn to dance around it. And we carry the ones who are too weak to dance. Prayers help to find our inner balance. So does climbing hills at 3.30 in the morning. Still so much...
I saw this video and knew what to do. Those breathtaking landscapes - Austria, GroŖglockner. Heading North. I did exactly the same thing he did at the end of the song when I found a little lake after three days without water and I figured that surprsingly it's the little moments that...
Working with kids, teens and survivors here too and thinking of you Pandys xxx
This is healing. Freedom. Peace. This is when you learn who you are. When you fin...
I came back to school to keep studying what I love. I love MST. But this is it. This is the end of it. All I have is a broken heart and a huge debt. I'll probabl...
Tried to call T for an emergency session, but couldn't reach him. I need to talk. So here I am, blogging again. Hoping this pain will go away. But I know it won't. Please Mother Azna give me strength to keep on walking and please ease the pain I'm carrying in my heart. Please s...
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