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Bathroom floor

Posted by EVH , in Hallucinations, Uncategorized 19 August 2013 · 71 views

Spent the night lying on the bathroom floor, naked. My visions, flashbacks and pain knocked me down. Couldn't move. When I finally managed to get up I took a shower to wash off the red stuff covering my body. And other stuff. Cold water. I didn't care. I just stood there letting the water hit me. Millions of thoughts running through my head. Millions of hallucinations. Millions of tears. They didn't allow me to get new clothes from the closet. Wasn't strong enough to fight. My veins pump liquid lethargy. Confusion. Disorientation. Damaged brain. Master of this trembling flesh. Weakened knees. Bowed head. I'm cold. And thirsty. I'm insane. And losing my mind. All I have is a soul that is gone. Lost in the dark.

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