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Posted by EVH , in T-Sessions, Uncategorized 13 June 2013 · 84 views

T called asking if I have eaten something since leaving the clinic.
Then he said I have to eat more.
T called asking when was the last time I left my house.
Then he said I have to go out, get some fresh air.
T said I have to socialise. Try to talk, try to prompt my brain, trigger thoughts and memories.

T called asking if I've done my homework. He said I need to practice more. He said he has my last results. Not good he said. Work on it Eve, he said. Work harder. You're losing it. Too many steps backwards. Don't give up on yourself. Sometimes things change, he said. Regress is your biggest enemy. And he's is here, attacking you Eve. T said the results are bad, worse than the last time. Asked me how many moments of myself I still have during the day, not many I said. How many minutes he asked. 32 I said. Last week it was 55.

He asked how I am doing.
I cried.



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